04 May 2006

almost pregnant

I had been feeling extremely tired for about 3 weeks and fortunately it was time for a doctors visit anyways...

I described symptoms and received a "it's possible, Pella" from my doctor. So for 24 hours Brad & I hmmmed and hahhhed about the possibility. And it's funny when you're not planning it but not against it how your mind switches sides.

One moment...it's super excited...the other it's a little concerned, "how am I going to be a mom"?

Our answer came back "negative" and although there was some relief that it wasn't yet, there was some sadness that it wasn't yet. That there was no baby. And Brad was a little disappointed that he couldn't say his newfie-ness was so verile! LOL.

Exciting thing is that we've realized that it would be exciting. In time.

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